Deut. 32:1-52
PrĂ©cis: The parasha, the shortest in the Five Books, includes a hymn sung by Moses, who climbs a mountain to see the Promised Land he will not enter. This is the last parasha read on Shabbat in the annual cycle: the final parasha (V’zot Habracha) is read on Simchat Torah.
Deut. 32:18, “God said: 'I will hide my countenance from them; and see how they fare in the end.'”
As noted by Rabbi Sari Laufer (10 Minutes of Torah, 9/30/24), this parasha is different from all others, since it is essentially a poem. While it is not a love poem, we can sense that it comes from a place of love. She cites a familiar Hasidic teaching of Rabbi Dov Ber of Mezeritch. Once he found a young child crying. “I was playing hide-and-seek with my friends,” the child explained, “and I hid so well that they stopped looking for me and went away.” Dov Ber mused, “This must be how God feels, hiding the Divine countenance from us to the point where some of us stop looking and start living our lives without God.”
This suggests that there is a crack, an opening, for us to “find” a God who remains hidden from us. Reading this parasha between Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur on Shabbat Shuvah comes at a theologically difficult time, when we repeatedly encounter God in the liturgy as Ruler and Judge. For many of us, these are not welcome images, given the errors which self-examination brings to light. It is especially difficult for those of us who observe the decidedly troubling world in which we live and wonder why it seems that God has been hiding like the child in the story.
Part of our task during the Yamim Noraim is to find where our best selves have been hiding, and we do this through introspection, confession and prayer. If we find our “best selves” perhaps we are touching what has been made in the image of God.